The Fight I Didn't Know I Was In


I started my IT career as a Data Center Operator. Which was a blessing, because I always wanted to understand how things actually worked. So I made sure that I was always paying attention.

Thirteen years later, having worked through nearly every role an infrastructure organization has to offer: helpdesk, deskside support, Linux and Unix and Server engineering, Epic database administration, team lead, then infrastructure manager… I became the person responsible for leading those teams.

What the journey actually taught me

I expected to learn technology, gain certifications and improve systems. Which I did. But the more valuable education snuck up on me unexpectedly.

Bronson Healthcare, where I spent most of those thirteen years, was a ~10,000-employee regional health system. By any measure, that’s a substantial organization. However, the budget, the attention, and the organizational resources went where they were supposed to go, towards the mission, toward physicians, nurses, and patient care. IT was a cost center. We didn’t have a vendor management program. We didn’t have a legal team we could hand a contract to. When renewal time came, it was just me and whoever was sitting across the table.

That’s when I learned what vendor pressure actually feels like…

The renewal notice arrives. Oh wow look, the price has gone up! Sometimes a little, often a lot. Oh and now the terms have shifted in their favor. So you push back and the message comes through clearly, even when nobody says it out loud: you need us more than we need you. What exactly are you going to do about it?

At a company with enough spend to matter, you have options. You have a procurement team, outside counsel, and the credible threat of walking away. At most small and mid-sized organizations, you adjust the budget, absorb the hit, think about what you could of done differently and then start the whole cycle over next year.

The pattern I couldn’t stop seeing

I saw this play out at Bronson. Then I saw it again at my next organization. Then again at the one after that. Different industries, different technology environments, different teams, but the same dynamic every time. Enterprise vendors are built to extract MAXIMUM value from the customers who have the least leverage and capabilities to fight back. And most of the organizations I’ve worked for fit that description exactly.

Most IT leaders accept this as the cost of doing business. I couldn’t do that. Not out of stubbornness, but because I kept seeing glimpses of a different way. Organizations that had found leverage where nobody expected it. Strategies that didn’t require an enterprise budget to work. Moves that the vendors, OEM’s and VAR’s definitely weren’t going to tell you about.

Those strategies exist. The leverage is buildable. That’s what I’ve spent my career trying to figure out, and it’s what this blog is about!

Who this is for

If you’re an IT manager, director, or aspiring technology leader at a small or mid-sized organization or if you’ve ever sat across from a vendor rep and felt the power imbalance before a single word was spoken, then this is written for you.

Not theory. Not advice retrofitted from a Fortune 500 playbook. Practical strategy from someone who has been in that room, at organizations that didn’t have the luxury of a safety net, and kept looking for a better way through.

You’re outgunned. That doesn’t mean you’re outmatched.